New year, new blog post I guess. Well, if you’re new here, how did you find me? (I mean really?) But the internet is a huge unknown place, so I guess you’re meant to be here. On a serious note, it’s my birthday month. That means I get extra emotional, more than usual (that’s on … More All I know so far 💜
Trigger warning: depression, suicide, anxiety, trauma May is “Mental Health Awareness Month”. And while I have lost all concept of time and don’t know which day is today, I know that it’s not may. It’s june. But that doesn’t really matter because we should create awareness for mental health every month. But why today? Well, … More What your depression isn’t telling you ;
Isn’t it strange to think about the world as it was before this pandemic happend? I can’t imagine myself dancing in overcrowded clubs again, drinking from cups that probably weren’t mine, not sanitizing my hands every time I touch my credit card or open a door and hugging my friends and sharing basically my fork … More Where do we go from here?
Times is flying – that’s not a secret I guess. Yes, I’ve started this blog in 2016. And even tho I suck at math, I do know that that’s just five years. (It does still feel like 2016 was like last year but okay.) However, tomorrow, ten years ago, I’ve gotten my first computer. (Yes … More Ten years of writing. 🦋
Ever since I’ve been writing on this blog and sharing my thoughts with basically every one to read, people have been nothing but kind. Almost five years ago, when I started this, I was so scared what you people would think. It was never about how many readers I’ve got – it could have been … More Lost. 💫 (And found.) 💚
Before I start this I wanna say one thing (well actually more than one thing because apparently I always got something to say). I don’t know much about relationships in general. However, when we look closely we can learn everything we need to know by experience. Friendships aren’t about getting along all the time. My … More The best things I’ve learned from my friends 🤍🦋 (part II)
I could start this by telling you an inspiring story of how I came up with the idea for this post – but that would be a lie. Well, a small lie. To be honest I came across an Instagram Post (or Tik Tok video. I honestly don’t remember anymore. But Instagram still sounds better … More The loudest person in the room.
I have a few favorite english words like “bubble” or “cheery” because they just sound adorable. However, what I love the most about this language are those words, that you can’t really translate in german. (And that you can basically put “fuck” in every sentence behind every word and it still makes sense. But that’s … More Closure – the gift you give to yourself.
“Who am I?” is a question I used to ask myself all the time and that would keep me awake every night. Now, I still don’t sleep, but I’ve stopped asking myself this question. (Well, at least not wondering about that every day.) And no, it’s not because I know the answers or because I … More “You are more than what hurt you.”
I don’t think I have ever talked about my anxiety, if you could call it that, on my blog. I’ve definitely joked about it all the same time so I guess you’ve just figured that out by now. (Btw I’m not saying anxiety is a joke. Don’t come at me. The only way I can … More Five things that give me ✨ anxiety ✨ (but probably shouldn’t.)